Sorrow is a painful place to be. With it our emotions cause us to feel a sense of loss, regretful, disappointed, and sad and grief stricken. Most often than not we get this feeling when we have done or said something that we wish we could do or say differently.

The children of the Most High GOD must remember when we obey the commands of the LORD we are rich because we are blessed. We must not limit our thinking to what the world has defined as rich though the LORD is the One who can increase our finances.

When we totally depend and rely on the LORD GOD, HE will not cause us to have sorrow. Whatever we stand in need of the LORD will bless us in all things. We may believe, say or think that we are self-made but know this, the LORD your GOD is the one who gives to you.

When we come to a point in our lives when we have grown desperate or sick and tired of being desperate or sick and tired. We will be drawn to a godly repentance in which we will turn our backs on the love and luster of sin. It is here where we accept and believe then speak salvation from our Savior, JESUS.

There is also a worldly sorrow and with this sorrow is death. You experience anxiety within your heart, depression, a broken spirit, and evil days and with this our afflicted spirit causes our bones to become dry.

However the blessings of our LORD gives to us richly a merry heart which causes healing. We will feast from our merry heart day in day out, year in and year out. In other words the joy of the LORD is our strength. Our outward appearance glows because of GOD’s goodness. Because we know that the Word of GOD is good and makes us glad.

Proverbs 10:22, Gen. 24:1, 35, 26:12, 2 Corinthians 7:10; Prov. 12:25, 15:13, 15, 17:22.




This applies to me. I don’t need this. Oh this is for him or her. There are some who will attend worship service on Saturday or Sunday not for themselves but to find out who they know that should have been there to hear the message. And this is a problem also, many hearers and not enough listeners who will apply the Word to self.

Does this come across as familiarity? This is how so many people approach reading the Word of GOD or coming to JESUS. But this is not acceptable to the FATHER. We have to give every part of ourselves to JESUS. Meaning we must allow JESUS into those areas of our heart that we don’t want HIM in. You know what I mean, those areas that we may consider none of HIS business, or something that we love more than we love JESUS that we don’t want to let go.

King David made a few mistakes in his life but what JESUS admired about him is that he would search HIM out with his entire heart. Even when he messed up big time. Our cop out is that GOD knows my heart, well, yes HE does. The problem is, we don’t and this is why we need to search for the FATHER in HIS Word through CHRIST JESUS.

When we stay in communication with the FATHER we will not find ourselves wandering in places we have no place in and doing things that are displeasing to the FATHER.

Searching with our heart and soul entirely causes us to rejoice. Why? Because JESUS is easily found and HE gives us a refreshing rest.

Psalms 119:10 & 2 Chron. 15:15

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How many of you are in-tuned with your children, spouse or best friend as Jonathan king Saul’s son was with David? Truth is every mother and father should be able to feel their child even if they don’t see or hear the kid. A mother and father should know instinctively if or when the child is in danger. The same goes for the spousal relationship. Regarding a best friend, there are levels in which many of us will consider someone a bestie but for me when I was growing up my cousin with whom I grew up with was and still is my best friend. Often if I had a pain in my body it was because she was the one who was not doing very well. Or if she was not in the best of spirits neither was I. We were as the bible states “knitted by the soul”. And though we are still best friends our lives have gone in different directions, I began my family before she did, so of course my family had grown up before hers and we somewhat grew apart because I was chasing after JESUS and she had other endeavors which were positive but they involved new people and new experiences. So we are no longer knitted by the soul any longer but we are still family and we are still besties.

The bible explains that our soul is our will, our mind and our emotions. Each one of us have a free will to choose whatever and whenever. We all have a mind to think thoughts with and those thoughts in the mind are ruled by our heart. Our emotion is unreliable, one minute we can be happy and the next angry or sad. The emotion is ruled by sight and other senses. So now if we are one who knows how to love our very own soul, we don’t abuse ourselves with alcohol, drugs, sexual immorality, tobacco or any other indulgence that will cause harm to us. Then we will know how to love another as we love ourselves.

Now I’ve shared what it’s like to be tied up with a human, now know that the greatest possible person to be entangled with is JESUS. We must be shackled up within HIM ever so tightly. Now you maybe wondering why on earth would anyone want to be bound up in JESUS when JESUS is about causing us to be free? Well it’s simple, it’s when we are bound up in HIM that we are free. The tighter the grip JESUS has on us the more we find our soul being restored within HIM. The more we will yearn for righteousness. The more we will want to please HIM and no one else, not even ourselves.

Our life is in CHRIST JESUS only because we chose to die to HIM daily. Our FATHER is our peace and gives us HIS Shalom peace, JESUS sanctifies us completely in HIS Word to cause our spirit, soul and body to be whole.

When we chose to accept and believe in JESUS our spirit was born again and our soul was saved from hell and the lake of fire. So tie yourself up in JESUS as Jonathan and David did with one another. And know their relationship had nothing to do with homosexuality as the perverted evil minds want so many to believe.

Gen. 44:30, 1 Samuel 18:1, 20:17, 25:29, Psalms 23:3, Col. 3:3, 1Thessalonians 5:23, Hebrews 10:39

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Like most of you who will take the time to read this blog, you thought or were taught that sowing dealt with money. This is not completely true. I will like to expand how we can sow into the kingdom of GOD and how we can freely allow the FATHER to use us to sow into the lives of others.

First we must understand that JESUS is spread wide. JESUS has given HIMSELF to the poor, this has nothing to do with our financial situation. This has to do with our spiritual situation. It is the righteousness of JESUS that endures eternally, we don’t have any righteousness apart from CHRIST JESUS. And it’s the strength of JESUS that is and will continually be honored forever.

Next understand that we are the ones that are required to scatter ourselves just as JESUS did. We are to touch the lives of those we come in contact with. We can do this by our finances, our words or our actions toward them. We need to win souls by showing people love and it is impossible to show love when we ourselves don’t understand the concept of love because we don’t have true love living within us and that is JESUS. Every soul won increases the kingdom of GOD.

In the New Testament the Apostle Paul spoke about offerings or gifts. This was to help the ministry and apart of ministry is to assist those who are less fortunate materially than we are. How generous from your heart are you? Or how stingy from your heart are you? I personally would prefer an offering over a tithe because I have done an extensive study on the tithe. And though it is a blessing and though I am a priest, I like the Apostle Paul do not want to burden anyone with all the requirements of giving tithes. Tithes are legalistic and if you are going to continue this tradition we must adhere to every step of every requirement listed in the Old Testament. And though it is true that our father of faith Abraham gave Melchizedek a tenth of his possession this was pre-law. Things went awry after it went into law, greed took place. But when people give gifts they usually give them cheerfully, no one ever feels obligated. You give what you purpose to give another in your heart.

JESUS is of course the originator of sowing good seed. HE left us with examples to follow so we are without excuse. Not only that but the expounding of HIS ministry is through the Apostles and it continues with us as well.

You know I may have written some difficult words here that many will not want to understand and that’s okay. I trust you will go before the Holy Spirit and be taught as you should, we all must be willing to die to ourselves daily. We can’t be led by who we are, by our own understanding, by our own knowledge. We must die and bury ourselves so that we can sprout into what the FATHER desires us to become. That which is pleasing to HIM. We all will be rewarded according to what we have done in this life. I did not understand the concept of what is sown is not made alive until it dies. Mostly because I don’t like to get dirty so I know nothing about seeds and planting. However, apparently seeds are alive until they are planted deep within fertile soil. It can be dirt or flesh, if we want an apple tree we can’t lay the apple seeds on top of soil and wait for a tree to grow, it will never happen. If we want a human, we can’t lay human seeds aside without it being planted and expect a human to form. Seeds must be planted, the only seeds that I know of that we can toss atop of soil and when the rain comes will bury themselves are seeds for a plant called (four o’clocks).

So if we desire a plentiful harvest we must sow plentifully, be it with our finances, our lives and our words. But if we give nothing or little then we will get nothing or little. We never know how the FATHER will show us HIS blessings toward us, we never know who HE will use. So consider everyone in love especially those in the faith of JESUS.

And don’t allow anyone or anything to fool you because our FATHER is not fooled by what we do. HE knows what we are doing from our heart, so check yourself. Don’t compare yourself to another, do the very best you can with what you have. Remember your offering or gift should be done cheerfully, purposefully and willfully. Whatever, you do for others will be multiplied back to you.

Ps. 119:9, Pr. 11:24, 19:17, 22:19, Matthew 13:37, Jo. 12:24, Ro. 2:6, 1 Co. 15:36, 2 Corinthians 9:6-7, Galatians 6:7

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JESUS is the One and only One who was born with the purpose to die. Before anything was ever created it was already purposed in the FATHER’s heart to send to this world JESUS so that HE can redeem sinners back to the FATHER. Many who don’t understand the Word of GOD get bent out of shape and will twist the true meaning of GOD not sparing HIS SON. And they will spread that poison right along to those who don’t have the Spirit of the living GOD living on the inside of them and they all run with the foolish lies they spread. Yet, after two thousand and fifteen years and counting the truth continue to prevail. Yes, JESUS died on the cross for this evil, sinful and wicked world but the most miraculous thing happened three days later. JESUS got up without the help of human effort. In this too, those who truly believe in JESUS within their heart, JESUS provides freely all things we stand in need of and gives us the desires of our heart when HE knows that what we desire will not control us.

JESUS is not an offense unless you want to count HIM an offense to those who desire and continue to reject HIM. However, what I mean about being an offense is that JESUS did not have sinful blood as we do. So HE did not sin. When JESUS woke up on the third day and came up out of that grave, HE was victorious and we became justified from our past.

So you see, JESUS had to die and HE had to rise again. If HE had not, our hope would be useless and no better than religiosity and the cults. JESUS is the only person who can and will cleanse us from our sin, forgive us and teach us to live victoriously in HIM. Because we are overcomers in CHRIST JESUS who overcame this world.



Because the Spirit of the LORD rest within JESUS. We can be assured that when we have the Spirit of the LORD within us that we too are at rest.

We can rest because it is through JESUS Holy Spirit that we have wisdom because our FATHER said that HE would give this to us liberally if we would only ask HIM for it. And with our getting we are to get understanding. We are also counselled by the Holy Spirit, we are not left ignorant to the enemy’s devices. We can gain daily knowledge from being guided by the teaching of the Holy Spirit and to understand just what it means to have a healthy fear which means respect for the FATHER.

JESUS is a justifier and HE justifies through HIS Holy Spirit. This is how JESUS recognizes HIS own and believe it or not we too can recognize one another by the response the Holy Spirit within us prompts us to know that we are in the presence of a relative.

Coming to JESUS we give to HIM our old deceitful, evil heart made of stone and JESUS will give to us a heart made of flesh. As well our spirit is born anew with an eternal hope of life.

In order to obtain this wonderful Spirit that JESUS has we must first be born again. Once we believe in our heart and confess with our mouth that JESUS is LORD. Then if we have time (earthly living time because some people will believe just moments before death) we should receive water baptism in the name of JESUS and either before, during or after ask for the baptism of the Holy Spirit. We must follow the example JESUS left for us, though HE was not in need of either baptisms, JESUS demonstrated for us how we are to give an outward showing of our being buried with HIM and to rise again as HE did. As well to have the Holy Spirit residing within us.

The baptism of the Holy Spirit by far is the better baptism because this is the baptism that gives us power to overcome. Unlike water baptism, no one will be able to witness this baptism years down the line of our lives. But the power that comes from the baptism of the Holy Spirit is evident throughout the remainder of our earthly life. Because of this baptism we will most definitely know and so will others recognize that the FATHER, SON and Holy Spirit live with us and we live with HIM.

Because the Holy Spirit resides within us there is nothing good that we will lack. We will have the capability to do far more than JESUS was able to do in HIS earthly life. The Holy Spirit is also known for imparting gifts on those that He desires to give them to.

Because of the Holy Spirit we are able to live free in the fullness of grace given to us through the mercy of CHRIST JESUS. He shows us how to live according to the spirit of the law versus the letter of the law which caused us to sin because none of us were able to keep the law.

Our coming to the Savior was done through one body and one Spirit which gives us an eternal hope through CHRIST JESUS.

It is ever so important that we read and study our Word that comes straight from the heart of our FATHER. HE instructs us through the Holy Spirit how to sow/live in the spirit so that we can reap a harvest according to the Spirit. The Holy Spirit sanctifies us which means we are to be separated from corruption to righteousness because we are made righteous through JESUS.

The Holy Spirit is a discerner of every intent within our heart, HE is the only one who can get down into the very marrow of our bones where the life force of our being is. The Holy Spirit is deeply in love with JESUS and He loves us as well. So when He lives on the inside of us He will not allow shared occupancy between Himself and evil. The Holy Spirit is jealous, He only has a desire for everything JESUS and nothing less.

So how will we know that the Holy Spirit truly is living within us? We will want to do those wrong things that we have been so accustomed to doing and find it impossible to accomplish them or if we carry them out it will tear us up to the point we will no longer want to do those things again. We will begin to recognize the voice of the Holy Spirit and begin to obey Him more frequently as we mature. However, if we can live our lives as we did before confessing JESUS as our Savior and not be bothered with what we are doing and saying, chances are the Holy Spirit is not inside of you.

Isaiah 11:2, 42:1, Ezekiel 18:31, Mk. 1:10, Jhn. 1:32, 14:20, Acts 10:38, 1 Corinthians 12:3-4,7-9, 11, 13, 2 Corinthians 3:6, Eph. 4:4, 6:17, Galatians 6:8, 1Thessalonians 5:23, Hebrews 4:12, James 4:5, 1 John 4:13

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We’ve all been there, having the Word of GOD at our disposal, yet, not utilizing the Word of for our lives.

It is because of this that many in the faith are still being defeated, not knowing how and what to do with our lives.

Let me make this abundantly clear, accepting and believing in CHRIST JESUS will never remove us from the stressors of life. However, coming to CHRIST JESUS as we have will equip us to stand up and not give into our trials which are all around us.

We are still going to have to pay our monthly debts known as mortgage and rent, utilities, food, home and personal hygiene supplies and food. We will still have to interact with people, some that we like and some not so much. We will still have to tolerate sin in this world. But that does not mean that we have to go along with sin by any stretch of the imagination. We are to love those who sin but we are to hate the sin itself.

Some of us have read the scriptures about putting on the whole armor of GOD. The problem I’ve found with this because I was once guilty of doing this myself. Is that we take the armor off just as we do our clothing. Who told us to take the armor off? When we are not dressed for battle or are improperly dressed the enemy can see our weakness or weak spots. When this happens the attack is on and we are knocked down and wounded.

The children of faith, the church, us folk are to always be watching for coming attacks. In doing so we are to stand firm in our faith in CHRIST JESUS, never once doubting that HE alone will and can handle every situation that comes our way. We are to be brave in and through JESUS, we are not cowards. And all of our strength comes from JESUS.

So today, at this very moment, stop what you are doing and put on your entire armor of the Living GOD and never take it off again. In this, now we are dressed for battle to stand against each and every trick that the devil brings to us. Know that the devil never takes a day off from accusing the church which is you of all our wrong thoughts and deeds. Know that the devil is our enemy and that he will attack everyone we love, come after our employment, homes, transportation and health. Nothing is off limits to get us back to doing what he desires us to do at all cost.

Now let’s get dressed. Put on,

  • The belt of truth
  • The breastplate of righteousness
  • Shoes of peace
  • The shield of faith
  • The helmet of salvation
  • The sword of the spirit.

Now that you are dressed know what purpose our attire has.

Belt of truth, a belt encircles us on our waist. This should remind us that JESUS is surrounding us. Breastplate of righteousness, look on it as the bullet proof vest. These vest when properly sized to fit the wearer covers all the vital organs within the core of our body. Shoes of peace, we are to always be people of peace, never argumentative or one who causes confusion. We are to be examples of forgiveness, grace, love and mercy. Shield of faith, regardless what we see or hear that is not of the Living GOD, we are to speak the Word in complete faith that JESUS was and most of all is and that the Word of the Living GOD is not empty but full of life and promise. Helmet of faith, protects our mind from outside influence. The enemy loves to attack our mind and we can’t fight the enemy with our thoughts. The words people speak at us that have no bearing on the Word of GOD for whom HE said we are, can cause great havoc as well. So when we hear everything negative that comes at us we are to speak what JESUS said in regards to the situation or about ourselves. Speak not think. Sword of the spirit is the very Word of the Living GOD which we have in our bibles. Today’s technology has made it very possible to always have the Word of GOD at our disposal. We can listen to audio bibles anywhere and everywhere. And when possible we should use our idle time to read our Word. Search out matters that affect your right now situation.

Look, to everyone JESUS is standing at our door knocking wanting to come in and eat with us. To the believer, never think that we have it all together. There are still parts of our heart that JESUS has not taken up residency and HE wants in, but only we can open that door. JESUS will never break in, HE wants to be invited. To the non-believer, some of you have heard the voice of JESUS and for pride sake you are still rejecting JESUS. You are more concerned with what others will think. You don’t understand and you believe that you must do something other than accepting and believing in JESUS. Well, the continuation of rejecting JESUS will reserve you a first class seat to hell in the lake of fire which was reserved for satan and his demons.

1 Corinthians 6:13, Ephesians 6:13 & Revelation 3:20

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